Why?…How?…Maybe?
Why is it that my seemingly “perfect” life is now falling apart?
Why is it that everyone I love is either leaving or dying?
How is it possible that after 15 years of life with nothing “bad” happening three family members die and one moves away within my 16th and 17th year?
I don’t understand. Are these horrible things a way for God to test me? But then I guess we are not suppose to understand all of the doings of Him…Maybe one day I will understand all of His reasonings.

Its just the way life is…it aint perfect…but its natural…blaming a superficial entity will not bring them back …it may relieve some of the pain…
I sympethize with you, and am sorry for your loss…